Holding On..to nothing..

You thought you have a world lots of things..
in fact...
its nothing..

Grabbing on to dreams..
letting go the next...

watching at what i achieve..
yet again are all those memories..
its been like that..like always isnt it.

its just so unreal..

Yes,in life we always strive and go what is best..
Or rather what we thought it is..
making the right choice is another thing.

And deep down..i still knw i must go back to what i love..
its sooner or later...
i truly love what i did..then
i dun care who likes or dislike..
for i only knw,i hate...

Living in memories everyday..
It may be the most poor state i am in then..
but i m the most happiest person then.

Going back doesnt mean nothing or wanting to gain something.
It means i have a clearer mind now.
Yes..God please bless me..i need more courage now.thank you...