Old woman thoughts....

Sometimes i wonder...how much we can do..how far we can reach..we may do so much,yet some of us may just need double the strength or will to reach..what it seems like an easiest goal for some lucky ones.These few days,i just have no idea why...i am starting to really doubt what i haf been doing...

i looked tru all so whatever i haf done or obtain in life...its seems like all memories were broken pieces...even friends i made along the way..all now as i recall..yes,some are once closest to me...some are may even be a hi bye friends...all of it just form like some blurry memories to me..it seems so long ago even.And i have one problem,even if i really miss some of the closest ones i lost touched with...i nv bother to contact...i am just so lousy.or rather,i hide my inner feelings too well....dats explain why my real besties am just a few...and normally they last really long.

For me..i dunno why..being on this planet for past 22yrs..i suddenly have the urge and look back at what i done and reflect..i hate the idea of not able to wake up the next morning,and realize how little i accompliced in life...and how much more i shld contribute while living...i am so insane deep down.LOL..I am like an old woman living in a young body right now as i look at what i haf written...haha~CUS I JUST HATE WASTING MY LIFE AWAY~!!some random thoughts for today....

古董。。。。

我发觉。。

忙得真的很没意义。。。

上班回家。。回家，又上班。。。

这种日子好无聊。

无聊到发黄。。。发梅。。发臭。。。

我真的怀疑。。我快变古董了。

好想念。。好多疯慌的日子。。。

我想。。这就是“老人”的像征。。。

老了啦！！！！！！！！！（今天，被人说我生了孩子！！难过死了~！！）

是该打扮的时候了~！！！！

Been to a KTV session with chai~finally my off day

Today am quite happening la...very long nv see ah chai my bestie..so meet up for a ktv session with her!!!haha~As usual,we talked and crap alot la...Went bugis to shop abit..Both of us wanted to buy shoes actually..turn out nothing caught our attention over there.Haiz..Well in the end i bought some vitamins for myself and some skin products..Spend quite abit till now i feel a slight regret for that..(Cus dun knw if it works!)Oh man...Cux i am such a particular on my skin..I cant stand any more outbreaks..Or rather i am vain la..LOL.And..ever since i stop flying..my skin doesnt seem to go back like last time that gd..sad de la!!!!hopefully things will get better.

And i saw this 蔡淳佳,隱形紀念 MTV..so cute and touching..shld watch.(: the song am meaningful too~


Love this MV.....