Sometimes i wonder...how much we can do..how far we can reach..we may do so much,yet some of us may just need double the strength or will to reach..what it seems like an easiest goal for some lucky ones.These few days,i just have no idea why...i am starting to really doubt what i haf been doing...
i looked tru all so whatever i haf done or obtain in life...its seems like all memories were broken pieces...even friends i made along the way..all now as i recall..yes,some are once closest to me...some are may even be a hi bye friends...all of it just form like some blurry memories to me..it seems so long ago even.And i have one problem,even if i really miss some of the closest ones i lost touched with...i nv bother to contact...i am just so lousy.or rather,i hide my inner feelings too well....dats explain why my real besties am just a few...and normally they last really long.
For me..i dunno why..being on this planet for past 22yrs..i suddenly have the urge and look back at what i done and reflect..i hate the idea of not able to wake up the next morning,and realize how little i accompliced in life...and how much more i shld contribute while living...i am so insane deep down.LOL..I am like an old woman living in a young body right now as i look at what i haf written...haha~CUS I JUST HATE WASTING MY LIFE AWAY~!!some random thoughts for today....
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