..everything seems so wrong..

i had enuf..why dont ppl around me jux back off..shut up if u feel like commenting something nasty..shut up if try even to think of me as a laughing clown..i am going tru a very difficult period now.I owe no one any explanations..and for your information,if i am such a clown,you are no difference by saying all that as well..Spare a thought for others when u ppl out there say a thing...Laugh for all you wish..Cux if u think i give a damn,i dont..i am going to make sure i get a better life nxt time...i wont be defeated so easily..i hate it..i hate it so much i jux wan to escape..have a place of my own..and nv am i going to return...i feel very sad and hurt deep down..but i am one idiot who dont even show it...i will laugh it off,pretend nothing ever happened....but who cares for me i know..but reailty afterall is reality..The number of ppl caring at your most difficult times,..sadly are so much lesser compared to ppl who laugh at you when you are down..if you have been this spot before,spare a thought...if not,fUck off.