I think i will miss my fun days...i need to find a job asap

Ppl...i jux dunno wat i m hesitating...the lack of any calls from interviewers,make me worry simply everyday..Yes,i am still sending my resume..cux i am scare..i am scare that i cant provide more for my family next time..it cant be possible to take a 1.4k or 1.5k pay in long term..My family needs me,and i know i must buck up.i cant fall...i wont and never will..Days in airline ending very very soon...To me..its either i will be taking a long break after dat..(jobless)..or i myself take a huge step in being an insurance agent or a property agent...


Days are coming nearer...the days i can play n pass in airline am so little..Ya...It is..and i Fear..Really fear...