finally...i found the courage to tender...

yes..i did it ystdy..i finally did it.Walking a big big round,finally i understand what i want.Deep down,i found my answer.I feel a great sense of relief.In life,nothing is more important then finding a direction for yourself.If u are lost,what u do will forever be meaningless...I know many of u friends out there keep telling this is wrong..that is right etc..But truthfully speaking,May I know wats the definition for the word..RIGHT??I just know that,i know what i am doing and heading to..please do not worry for me.

Well..ystdy after tender the letter,the new mcc nv mention anything much..except ask me straight abt my bond money indirectly...i was like wat the *** lo...how sian right..you work really hard for the company..then the result am so wu qing when u are going to leave..tml i am supposed to go see her after my flight..if she really concern she will ask..and i Will..say Out worD by Word how disgusting and horibble all the "behind the scene are.."when you ppl are in the office enjoying the air con etc...have u ever how many ppl up there are working like hell..how many ppl getting bully everyday..but sadly dun even dare to speak out a word..do you ppl even bother ask the welfare of the juniors..we ppl are humans..but you will nv imagine how inhumane ppl are being treated up there..Cry??i am one good example to learn that tears could only flow backwards after since i cum in.yes i admit..i cry once on board..and thats the last one..cux i learnt.

Through so many months...saw and experience countless things..i still i am quite blessed as in..i get to see alot of other countries ppl and different experiences on flight.Examples like..a maid so afraid of being send back home to yangon,she went bersek on flight..she rush to us,bend down cry..and even scream..its really very sad.A mother with two kids..during meal service,fainted at business class area..i saw the lifeless n v white body of her...with a v frantic crew in charge..beside her,her two young kids,cried until v jia lat.At that very moment..I got goosebumps..I cant believe if she was to pass away..how very fragile life is...(she was alrite in the end)then a pax from china...i rmbr how she had a non stop nose bleed from the start to end of flight..her face was so pale..i tell u..the flight was chaotic then..cux we are stuck.we cant push back as she was being help by the doc at the back..but..i am proud to say,that flight all crews Really Help each other.Thats the spirit then..lol.There's alot more stories to say still....etc.the experiences are really unforgettable...put aside the very tiring and horible days at times...

Ending my chapter as a crew soon..I am one toughie now i must say.Nothing can stop me or break me down..Thanks to all the countless scoldings,thick skinned moments(lol),and countless of dangerous moments too..(Mr Bad Wheather)And not forgetting my dear batch mates...i will miss them.