The ugly truth.

And so on the 1st date of a new year,i learnt..yupz.
No matter how much you do...ppl will nv be contented.
Its after all not about how much effort you tried even...
the reality of it is...how much ppl appreciate you..nope.
Its okay to have the nastiest day on a day..
but it hurts alot when even the closest ones,may not even bother or understands..
God i tried..
i tried so hard till sometimes it hurt.
Maybe i tried it in a wrong way i dun know..
i just know no one understands me.
i am devastated on this very 1st day of the year to realize the ugly truth of life.
Its alright..Really it is...So now i know about truth..and this is it.
i reflect on what i had been tru in 2009...
i fall..climb..fall back there alone...
been tru all the humiliations,and so its alright i tell myself..
But i will nv endure when u tried with so much
effort,yet ppl closest to u treat u like shit..
When kindness is being seen like a shit...its time i pay back equally..
Please do not ever think i will always be the person u will always think and always be there to help so willingly..
When i finally know how ugly
things are,u be sorry i am this nasty.