Such a useless creature...thats me.

..Very tired..I jux so tired deep down..Appear like i care..actually i dont..keep thinking this maybe what i want..turn out i walk a big round to realize..its not.I jux want to have a peace of mind.A day free of worries is wat i wan..Yet,things are disturbing me non stop....Life..is like,cux u want that thing..so u go and work hard for it.Ya..I did.Juz like any other ppl out there..ppl who really know.I tried...maybe even more then anyone can imagine...and..turn out...working hard doesn't pay.Doesn't.......Such a useless me..I am one.Give up..defeated...Don't feel like thinking juz on any other matter anymore.........or it may turn out,me..alone walking back to point..zero.